[ MOOD | DEPRESSED ]
[ MUSIC | X-JAPAN:: TEARS ]
i need to improve my spanish. haha always get my due dates wrong because i dont know the days of the week and homework because i dont understand parts of the assignment xD;
i think i'm blind...
not literally, but there are a lot of stuff that i dont seem to see.
i'm depressed over something stupid again.
i want this for christmas (:
or should i just buy the p1 now xD; but i love the SE w series....man if only m600 had a camera -_-;
[ MOOD | HEADACHE ]
[ MUSIC | D::OUKA SAKI SOME NI KERI ]
so many things going on...
busy busy busy~
i really should start doing something...
ahhh SAT in a week @_@
tests, orals, sat, college stuff
omgomgomgomg *drops dead*
it makes me feel a little better how my favorite bands are busy too xD;; cant wait until oct releases~ lala <3
back to school night was fun~ go fbla! haha. ahh clubs are so time consuming x_x;
okay i need to go be productive...
my parents got me a nokia phone x_x i dont even know why, i like my SE <3 i'm not even going to use it, i dont know why they would buy it -_-; oh well at least i some what like the blue tooth they bought. its so tiny... o_o
[ MOOD | TEEHEHE ]
[ MUSIC | GAZETTE::FLITH IN THE BEAUTY ]
i love this guy. he has fate (l'arc) + filth in the beauty in his blog. ahhhh LOVE! (:
FAHRENHEIT MATCHING!
annie/lucy:: wu zun
cindy::aaron
diana::JIRO <3
no one wants calvin xD; how sad. NOT. >:0
i dont feel like doing hw. ahhh could this be senioristis?
anywaysss tomorrow is open house, i have to go bc of fbla, i'll just go harass mr. collins xD;;
friday is minimum day, i'm going to hardcore SATs >:0
miyavi's is in pain ):
i cant wait until oct when all the lovely singles come out (:
goshhh i'm such a fan girl ^O^;;
i spamned diana ahn with shou pictures last night on msn...and she couldnt save a single one -_-; PSH i'm not going to send them all to you!!!! *angry* xD
filth in the beauty was my first gazette song, ruki hair was queer in it :X
i hope i did well on my bio test! i really want to do well in that class. i think i'm failing english.
christine isnt calling me back ): i'm only up bc of her *sniff*
i need to start working in english!
[ MOOD | LALA~ ]
[ MUSIC | L'ARC EN CEIL::HONEY 2007 ]
AT MT.SAC LIBRARY RIGHT NOW ^^;;
STUDYING! (:
I WILL TRY TO GET AN A IN BIO (: HAHA I WILL TRY! YAY
HURRAH FOR DIANA.
NOW FOR THE UGILIEST PERSON EVER...
MELISSA SAYURI KOZONO
[ MOOD | TEEHEE ]
[ MUSIC | D'ESPAIRSRAY::SIXTY∞NINE ]
MIYAVIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. on friday i saw miyavi scans from arena and dropped dead xD; <33 i think i'm gonna go into a miyavi phase again xD!! i think he is getting fat, over indulgence....like me ^O^;; you can see man boobs in this pic -O-'' despite how much i love this guy, i still think he is weird, haha. i cant wait for his single, i think it says that they are done recording on the blog. lol. yayy <3 alsooo i cant wait until alice nine single+album they are really starting to grow on me (:
today i was wearing baggy cargo pants and dressed kinda weird i guess? and my dad was like "where did you come from" and i thought, oh no even my dad is going to make fun of me being a fob -O-; so i was like "I'M A FOB" >:0 and he was like..."you look like you came from mexico" WHATTT?!?! -______-'' geeshhh
anywayssss i should really be studying i wrote down the stuff i should do and boyyy its a long list! college stuff are really stressing me out! I NEED TO DO WELL ON MY SAT!!!!!!!! >:0
my parents went to some wedding at santa monica last night, which left me home alone from 4-10:30 AND GUESS WHAT I DID? STUDYING!!! haha not. i'm not that good yet ^^;;
i went online for a bit...
then sat infront of the wii...
*twitch**twitch*
then played zelda...
then got hungry...
so i cooked & ate...
and watched NANA on wii...
told myself that i needed to go study now...
watched NANA2 on wii...
then half way through i turned everything off and went to study SAT!
ARENT YOU SO PROUD OF ME?! (:
haha not really, cuz louis A;SLDKJFASLD;KFJSFLJ called like 5 minutes into my studying and talked for 40minutes, and my parents came home
another day wasted~
NANA was really good though, the second one was annoying~ takumi looks decent with long hair but kaoru doesnt >:0 *stab*stab*
okayyyy i went online to wake myself up, cuz i found myself drooling on my sat book -O-;
*sniff**sniff* SO MUCH TO DO! i need to stop thinking and get to work!
ahhhh my wireless keyboard is dying *slam*
i love reading people's blogs ^O^;; <3
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how random i get (:
YAYAYAY BYEEEE <3
[ MOOD | WHATEVER ]
[ MUSIC | ANBERLIN::PAPERTHIN HYMN ]
i was driving back home today when i stopped at a stop sign and a random guy on the left street did what shou is doing in the picture and a head tilt back thingie to me. i was like wtheck. i'm pretty sure it was to me, cuz i we were the only two cars at the stop and no one would just randomly do that? i just stared at him and he stuck his hand out when he passed me. O.O randomnessss thankgod it wasnt some old man or else i would of passed out. HAHA.
anyways i hope i did well on the spanish test haha cuz i totally failed business law xD;;
chalew probably thinks i'm a sugar druggie -_-;
i finished hana kimi! NOT. haha i got 30min more minutes but gahhh i already knows what happens. i think the drama was pretty decent over all. jin drama? (: haha maybe
THIS MADE MY DAY. hahah MIYAVI CUT HIS HAIR. <3 and....ITS SHORTER THAN MINES yay <3 HAHA *DEAD* but he looks like a mess. ): i dont blame those people who think he is on drugs. he acts high, and looks messed up ): poor guy <3 BUT important thing is...his hair is short and black. i loved his kimi ni negai wo look <3
SuG...alterna is addicting, but argh the vocal reminds me of miku -_-; who i dislike.
andd wataru was arrested for being violent to a girl. how sad ): 12012 is one of my favorite bands and wataru is one of my favorite vocals ):
oh one more thing. my dad is so effen nice to me. T-T i was complaining the other day that my dress shirt was getting yellow just cuz i felt like it. truthfully it wasnt, haha it was just that color when i brought it. and my dad, being the wonderfully nice dad he is went after his meeting and bought me a dress shirt. an expensive one from nordstrom. -_-; he was all like 'sorry i dont know what you like so i thought anything expensive you'll like right?" omg no -_-; but i'm not complaining HAH. although i dont like it that much but its so blinding white. i'll keep it, since iono when i will be able to go shopping again.
BYE BYE STUDYING TIME
spanish is getting so hard -_-; we have to read spanish newspapers and write 200 words in class papers omg -_-; my first draft was 70 words *dead*
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okay i had to stick this in cuz it really really really BOTHERED THE HECK OUT OF ME.
so i was going through the kavki boiz blog, and came upon this one.
Im here to help Miyavi and the Kavki Boiz. And also teaching him English.
Im usually around by Miyavi,
So if you see me, feel free to Call me Bobby～"
FIND MIYAVI A BETTER ENGLISH TUTOR!!!! thats pretty bad english. teach him how to pronounce clearly... and better grammar and capitalization. -_-;
*DEAD*
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okay this is such a spazz entry but...A DIR EN GREY dozing green tour SHIRT FOR $90-$120 US?!?! thats effen crazy -_-; pero, yo quieroooo ):
[ MOOD | AGITATED ]
[ MUSIC | 潘瑋柏::說你愛我 ]
haha they are so cute. i told him i was going to take a picture, so pose and thats what he did xD;;
today we had the racheal's challege assembly. i found it quite touching. i got all teary and stuff BUT i just felt its so impossible. i am super super realistic, so if i feel that it wont happen, then i wont even try. lol its a bad thing but i just cant help myself for being like that.
DREAM...
it seems everyone has a dream, a dream to become something, a dream to do something or even a urge to do something. i dont. i dont know what i want to do, i dont know what i want to major in, i dont know what i want to do with my future. everything seems so unrealistic. its so weird. its also weird how i'm suicidal yet there doesn't seem to be any good enough answer to justify it. its not i dont have friends. i have lots of friends that make me happy. it's not because i'm not happy, because if you see me, i act like i'm sugar high 24/7. i dont know whats wrong with me.
HAHA. melissa and i held hands and skipped down the hall after the assembly. i'm sure we looked like super retardsss xD;
my parents are so unreasonable. my mom just said that "you shouldn't correct anything we say about you right now, if you do good on your SATs then we'll apologize afterwards, if not then we'll see what will happen to you" seriously wtheck. doesnt mean i havent taken my SATs yet they can freely accuse me of doing whatever they want. seriously they are being so anal. they dont think i even study. i'm really getting sick of them. i cant even write my personal statement without getting annoyed and emotional. it really makes me think back what shitty ass parents they are. my brain is a mess right now. i really dont feel like doing anything.
YOU KNOW WHATS REALLY RANDOM? sugizo and vivian hsu were together? O.O wow i find that super duper randommmmmmmm
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HAHA SO SO RANDOM. okay so i was doing my daily "READ EVERYONE'S BLOG" thingie and in wu zun's blog today he wrote....
*DEAD* and lucy gave me this gorgeous picture of him today <3 i so will make a wallpaper (:
[ MOOD | FRUSTRATED ]
[ MUSIC | DIR EN GREY::孤独に死す、故に孤独。]
my head hurts alot from work. those kids are driving me crazy. they just stare at the same page for like 1hr and have 2 words down. argh today i seriously thought about quiting but then i thought about all the spare money i'm making to buy things i like. well actually i havent bought anything yet haha. so yeah THINGS i will buy. iono its weird my parents always give me money. they leave money in this place for me to get whenever i need it but i never do. i have no clue why i just hate asking them for money. argh whatever
my nail is cracking. this means i need to stop with the excessive nail polish that i'm putting on.
my dad started teaching at cal poly today. HAH please dont take his class. i dont even know why the heck he is teaching. he didnt even do any preparation. and i promise you that he sucks at teaching. the only things i remember after he taught me is 'ARE YOU STUPID? I CAN DO THIS IN MY BRAIN ARE YOU LISTENING?" -_-;
MY SPANISH SUCKS. buttttt i'm too lazy to study it HAH. okay i promise i'll study after SATS. (:
omgomgomg HANA KIMI FINAL EPI TODAY! (: 2 hr speciallllll
i was watching romantic princess during TOK, i dont like it ): i'm disappointed.
arghhh business law hw is gayyyyy. have to dress formal tomorrow. i'm just going to wear grey slacks and a white dress shirt. AND A TIE haha jk dude that sounds so masculine LOL.
i'll shall take more pictures of my daily life (:
i'm addicted to withering to death album minus 6 songs haha <3
from miyavi's blog "
AT LAST CAN I SAY JUST ONE MORE THING ?
U GUYS DUNNO HOW MUCH I WANNA GO AROUND THE WORLD TO C U.
DONT U ?"
UHHH NO? CUZ IF YOU DO THEN YOU'LL TELL US YOUR EXACT LOCATION WHEN YOU COME TO LA, so we can stand outside of your hotel xD;; haha jk <33
OMG.. in spanish we were reading this story about salsa, and it was talking about the the places salsa orginates from. and and i was reading it out loud...CUBA BLAH BLAH NUEVA YORK Y MIYAVI...*PAUSE* miyavi? miami? HAHA so i got all excited and told catherine to say miami in spanish and she did and this "OOO" expression appeared on her and gerianne's face xD;; haha miami is spanish sounds like miyavi xD;;
cindy is mean. so is peter. (:
i want to play piano, but my dad is going to make me go study SATs instead. this is sad. i remember back in the days, like three years ago, when they were so happy when i played more than 10 minutes piano. now its like i touch the piano and they yell at me to go study. geeessshhhhhhhhhh
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new banner. naitomea <3 i hate how vox sets your banner size. -_-; it looks weird, the pictures and the bkgd dont blend, too lazy to fix it.
[ MOOD | AWAKE ]
[ MUSIC | SID::AIKAGI (UNPLUGGED VERSION) ]
i loveeeee this song + sid! anywayss HAPPY BDAY TORA <3 haha its so weird i have a really hard time telling tora and saga apart. i have no clue why
i forgot what to update on. HAH. life is that boring
sonya ditched me at tutor today. i sat there looking like a emo loner nerd. ):
me and christine one day will jump off the roof with umbrellas into the pool fully clothed <33 xD;;
late start tomorrow, starbucks with the peeps
chuns drama is blehhhh?
prank on collins didnt work
i have no hw but spanish which i will do tomorrow morning
should i study for SATS?
i missed my wii, i havent played for like 2 months, what a waste of money
i have to dress formal to school on wed and thurs for fbla -_-;
WHEEEEEE~
[ MOOD | BORED ]
[ MUSIC | X-JAPAN::CRUCIFY MY LOVE ]
wow all i have been doing is SAT, but really concentrating. i went online to check if chun's drama is out yet, but apparently its not ): HAHA JK IT IS. ICEFISH <3 stupid ydy so slow on releasing torrents. YAY at least i'll have something to do tonight.
i've been out a lot lately. my mom woke me up sat. morning and told me that she hasnt seen me for 2 days. i thought about it and realized that the last time i saw her was wed. night. wow hahah what have i been doing? so today i went to the market today sincei kept on harassing her to buy me pencil cases. yes i have a big fat fetish for pencils, pens and containers. lol so we went out and shopped around. i couldnt resist buying two :X although i totally didnt even need one. so i went to the restroom and i see this old lady coming and i told her to ahead since i was waiting for my mom. and she suprised the heck out of me. she BOWED and said thank you. i was super shocked. i didnt even bow back. i felt bad but then it made me think how...unasian we have become.
i shall update later since i have to go eat now -_-;
